A Memoriable Day I Will Never Forget

For the last couple of weeks I have known that there was a possibility of me being pregnant. I haven't taken a test at all but I just knew. This morning I woke up to a little bit of a suprise of blood and had to go find a pregnancy test just to be sure I was. Sure enough it had a positive and so I called the doctor right away because I hadn't bled before with the girls while I was pregnant. He had me come in right away and sure enough with the ultrasound I did in fact have a sac but he found no baby. I was about 7 weeks along.

I was all by myself at the doctor and I just sat there in shock as my doctor is telling me about miscarriages and how it happens to 1 out of 3 women, etc. But I do have to give credit to my doctor he is such a great man and I could tell in his voice that he was sympathizing with me and just wanted to give me comfort and assurance that all would be well.

I walked to the car afterwards and just sat in the parking lot for about 5 minutes and just cried! I finally called Trent to tell him and I just think we were both in shock and would have never thought that this could happen to us. But it did and now Trent and I are learning from this expereince and relying upon the Lord to build us up. I thanked my Heavenly Father for this expereince and I know that I have 3 children right now ( I hoped that its a boy!)

I will always remember this day not only because what happened to our family but it is also Pioneer Day and I will know that on this day I did share a life with a precious child of God.